And so I was pregnant of my first baby. I lost a lot of weight masa memula pregnancy. From 60kg to 53kg. Everything goes in, goes out. Ya anak anak..mak kamu pernah slim suatu masa dulu hahaha
Semua yg daku craving takde kat sini. Maka makanlah apa yg ada dan mana yg pandai masak. But I was so happy bila dapat tau ada Kfc and at that time Kfc was halal !! So I replaced my craving dgn Kfc. Every Week makan Kfc.
Isteri kawan yahudi suamiku tu mcm perlekehkan gak lar..dia kata dia kalau pregnant, nak makan kat restoran mahal mahal.. untung your husband bayar Kfc je katanya. Lantak lar nak ckp apa janji aku kenyang dan bukan pakai duit laki ko.
I did try to find friends here tp ended up to have none. Baik orang putih baik org kita. Why? Sbb berkawan dgn org putih ni, takut terikut². Dan ada pe el yg daku tak suka. Contohnya cara bercakap dgn suami tu lar. Sbb sini kan hak sama rata. Sampai melampau pun iyer.
Or probably Simply sbb I couldnt find true friends or didnt have time for mengeteh. Byk habiskan masa utk suami, mentua dan anak anak tiri.
My husband was kinda bz with his business at that time. I would spend my time buat kraftangan..mcm² buku 3D etc. I was pampered during my first pregnancy. Lakiku sediakan kerusi baring dan laptop so that I dont have to move a lot sbb doctor advise jgn lasak sgt. Indahnya dunia masa tu (despite masalah with his ex dan anak anak tiri)
So my son was born when I was almost 27yrs old. Imagine..tak cakap french. Kat hospital, sorang pun tak cakap English ok. Maka mcm ayam dgn itiklah. Sini kalau beranak, kena tahan 4hari. Dan selagi baby tak reach weight mcm masa dia lahir, tak dibenarkan keluar.
Jadinya..duduklah situ for the first time dinegara org tanpa suami..pandai² lah nak communicate. Like my mom… I went to the hospital only when I couldnt bare anymore the contraction that comes every 1 min. Left the house at 10.30am, at 1.30pm, my son was born.
Sempat celebrate birthday anak tiri yg ke 4tahun. And so my son was born sama mcm half bro dia.
Maka bermulalah kehidupan sebagai seorang ibu at the age almost 27. Nak baca info, semua in french. Maka beli sahajalah buku² pasal parenting. Sambil tgk kamus. That is how I learn french on my own...no class...just on my own...for the sake of my son...name Adam.
#journalkembaralightkm
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