Time berbuka adalah time dia tantrum...lately. Mmg gigi taring ada satu keluar. Probably kat atas dua nak keluar serentak. Itu tak nak ini taknak. Bingit telinga jadinya, boleh jadi sress dan naik angin. Tried to control my anger.
Hubby helped to calm her down once he finished eating. Kali ni bagi relax Ida sbb setiap kali dia yg kena jaga masa berbuka, sambil suap adik, sambil dia makan. Adakalnya daku risau juga dgn Ida ni...takut sbb the responsibility she is carrying is too much for her age. Takut she cant cope with it. Sbb apa apa mmg daku rely on her coz she is doing it naturally. Tak payah suruh, dia tau automatically what to do. Jadi hari ni, daku biar dia enjoy her buka puasa, next to Jade.
The thing dgn Ida ni. Bila kita mcm let her in peace..lepas tu dia akan cool dan good mood.. She will ask me what she can help, will offer me for massage etc...anak solehah.
Today, after I settled what I was suppose to do, she asked me to baring di sofa. Utk wax my kaki yg bulu mcm malu malu kucing hahaha. Dia komplen lar mcm takde je. Yelah mak kamu ni byk warisi belah arwah nenek kamu, darah cina. Vulu ketiak ke, vulu kaki ke mcm hidup segan mati tak mahu heeeee.
I started doing vlog arini..I mean more detail. Of my day from early morning dan managed to do it sampai ptg sahaja sbb lepas tu tak terkejar nak buat kerja.
Jadi pada yg berminat nak tgk my daily journal in form of videos, boleh visit my youtube channel dgn KLIK SINI
Alhamdulillah dipermudahkan urusan mengerjakan Ramadan dan tarawih. Masih byk perlu diperbaiki. Api cepat marah dan baran, kena belajar redakan. Dan I should learn to have more respect to other people's feelings terutamanya the people close to me ... my husband, my kids, my family.
Sbb you tend to respect more your friends, talk to them nicely but the other way round dgn family sendiri....shame to say... I am like this...walau sayang dan cinta sebenarnya sgt dalam...dan semua yg terkeluar bukanlah yg ada di hati.
Astaghfirullahalazim. ...hanya ini yg mampu ku ucapkan senantiasa dan didalam doa.
Ssh nak tido lepas sahur dan subuh..nak berjaga, takut during the day tak punya tenaga sbb ada anak kecik.
Terlalu banyak idea, terlampau banyak project in mind...but I didnt have that much time. 1 hour is maximum peace of time..sbb kena kerja sambil jaga Syifa. Abg kakak are all busy with online homework....leaving me most of the time.. to handle Syifa. But kak Ida selalu datang to the rescue.
Ya Allah, aku redho akan anakku Ida Aili
Maka aku mohon keredhoan Mu Ya Allah pada anakku Ida Aili
Aamiin.
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